December 22, 2012. oh god. i don't even know why i'm blogging about this right now. all i know is that i'm in pain. i've been crying my ass out since i woke up. i just need to let this out. i can't believe someone just walked into my life again, showered me with sweet words, built me up with promises and then just stops talking to me for a few days and soon confesses that he's flirting with another girl and that he led another girl on. he even told me he was different. gosh, what a mother fucking liar. i'm making this post shorts cause i know i'll be bawling like a baby (again) any minute now. and yes, i'm still alive guys.